{"id":335,"date":"2012-12-15T19:11:32","date_gmt":"2012-12-16T01:11:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/?p=335"},"modified":"2013-01-16T21:36:40","modified_gmt":"2013-01-17T03:36:40","slug":"day-15-grateful-for-me-yesterday","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/2012\/12\/15\/day-15-grateful-for-me-yesterday\/","title":{"rendered":"Day 15- Grateful For Me&#8230;Yesterday"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This journey with WeatherVane Creamery has been quite the roller coaster.  I think anyone reading this probably is aware of at least one setback or victory that I have encountered either personally or with the business in the past year and a half.  <\/p>\n<p>When I first rolled into town, I had such an invincible energy.  I think I heard the term &#8220;Pollyanna&#8221; more than once.  And for some reason, I forged ahead and did some crazy things that got a lot of people&#8217;s attention.  I had a fundraising campaign to raise $100,000 and I flew out to Seattle to talk to Howard Schultz and from the American Cheese Society, I won a full membership and scholarship to their annual conference in Raleigh, NC.  I also wrote a complete business plan and did all the research.  I began building a brand.  I had creative, innovative ideas for WeatherVane.  I met with a wide range of professionals and other individuals who were inspired by what I was doing.  I was always looking forward with vim, vigor, and optimism.<\/p>\n<p>And since this summer, while it may have appeared to the outside that I had been moving forward with the same momentum, I have been recuperating from a certain exhaustion.  And it isn&#8217;t all WeatherVane related, to be sure.  During this time I have been grateful for all the good, productive days that I had in the past that have now been carrying me.  Every time someone recognizes me from a newspaper article or I come across some research that I forgot about that suddenly is completely relevant,  I am grateful.  Whenever I share about that trip to see Howard Schultz, I am even kind of baffled.  Who was that woman who went up to the microphone at the shareholder meeting with a folder containing a non disclosure agreement and a letter?  <\/p>\n<p>In the last two weeks I have been feeling like some of the exhaustion is lifting.  And I recognize that no matter what, I have always been a very strong person.  I just have high demands on myself.  I have had to learn to be compassionate to myself and to give myself some leeway on those bad days.  I am grateful for that lesson, too.  This ride has been very crazy and I wonder what the Sarah who was just getting ready to leave Portland would think of the Sarah now.  I don&#8217;t recognize myself anymore and that&#8217;s ok.  I am chalking it all up to being a wiser and more compassionate person.  And I would never have gotten as far as I have without all of the stages- the good and the bad.  It&#8217;s all part of a master plan that I don&#8217;t have to understand.  And for all of it- including, and especially, for the Sarah I used to be- I am grateful.   <\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_366\" style=\"width: 267px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/2012\/12\/15\/day-15-grateful-for-me-yesterday\/olympus-digital-camera-15\/\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-366\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-366\" data-attachment-id=\"366\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/2012\/12\/15\/day-15-grateful-for-me-yesterday\/olympus-digital-camera-15\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/12\/P8020167.jpg?fit=1906%2C2217&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1906,2217\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;3.5&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;u1050SW,S1050SW&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1343909305&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;6.7&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;100&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.0333333333333&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"&lt;p&gt;Me accepting the scholarship from the American Cheese Society in Raleigh, NC&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/12\/P8020167.jpg?fit=257%2C300&amp;ssl=1\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/12\/P8020167.jpg?fit=650%2C756&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/12\/P8020167.jpg?resize=257%2C300\" alt=\"Me accepting the scholarship from the American Cheese Society in Raleigh, NC\" width=\"257\" height=\"300\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-366\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/12\/P8020167.jpg?resize=257%2C300&amp;ssl=1 257w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/12\/P8020167.jpg?resize=880%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 880w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/12\/P8020167.jpg?w=1906&amp;ssl=1 1906w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/12\/P8020167.jpg?w=1300 1300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 257px) 100vw, 257px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-366\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Me accepting the scholarship from the American Cheese Society in Raleigh, NC<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This journey with WeatherVane Creamery has been quite the roller coaster. I think anyone reading this probably is aware of at least one setback or victory that I have encountered either personally or with the business in the past year &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/2012\/12\/15\/day-15-grateful-for-me-yesterday\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_s2mail":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[11,119],"tags":[29,197,4,198,35],"class_list":["post-335","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-business","category-personal","tag-american-cheese-society","tag-american-cheese-society-confr","tag-howard-schultz","tag-pollyanna","tag-weathervane-creamery"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7YaDo-5p","jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/335","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=335"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/335\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":552,"href":"https:\/\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/335\/revisions\/552"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=335"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=335"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wvcreamery.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=335"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}